As a person that has been diagnosed with Asperger's. It is very complicated for me to often accept criticism, of a harsh-type nature. I lived a very difficult childhood. I have learned to go by my own diverse principles. Not the principles of others that are selfish, or full of violent malicious gossip. I hate it when neurotypicals do that. Their behaviour often offends me. They are too rowdy and shouty.
Then there is that inner feeling of discontentment, with the so-called accepted social world. I have noticed in my home town, that my sister and I don't have many rights. Maybe it's because accepted society see us as different. But it's the wrong kind of being treated differently. And we don't need that kind of general bullshit. Life is for everyone. Including those with AS. We should be allowed to live a comfortable and reasonable way of life. Just like others want to be treated.
Then there is that obsessive compulsion, that many Asperger-people have within themselves. It is an urge to seek a relationship with a difference. It is not based upon neurotypical demands. Nor is it based upon using love as a weapon of control. I can tell you all, that Asperger people have a right to relationships too. We were born to experience, what many accepted others take for granted everyday. Disabled doesn't mean we are incapable of knowing what love is. It means we analyse love in alternative ways. We analyse the world around us, with Asperger-vision-techniques.
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