Asperger-bubble.

Here I am inside my Asperger bubble.  And there is no trouble.  I feel more safer without friends or companions.  The bubble was only made for one person.  And that was always going to be me, on my own.  Sadly, I can't make friends and sustain those friendships, like other people can.  Others that can fit in can snap their fingers, and make friends so easy.  Like I say, The bubble only fits one person.  There isn't any room for two people together.  Let alone, a male and a female together as one.

I am now almost 42 years old.  I was diagnosed with back in 2009, with Asperger's/ADHD/OCD/Anankastic schizoid paranoid disorder/schizophrenia and Pathological Demand Avoidance.  But in the ATOS assesment, they did not believe all this.  It is ATOS and The Government, are now classing me as a liar.  This is the sort of ignorant attitude I was expecting from The System.  I have never felt very confident about going to places, that are unfamiliar to me.  If I don't have true and meaningful friends/people.  Then I will lose absolute confidence in those surroundings.

I am always OK, if I am left alone to get along with the opposite sex by myself.  I can then visually focus on something 100%.  But somehow, my personality ( Because Of These 2 Items Above ) can always make me become contradictory.  That's if people aren't there to offer me a little help.